May 13, 2008

; arms

been thinking about a way, to get you to stay;

I climbed into K's car today and immediately felt like I was drowning in the humidity. My legs feel sticky on the leather seats, and I love every second of it. 
Even when I was a baby, I loved the sunshine. I was born on May 2nd, and when my parents brought me home on May 4th- it was a beautiful sunny day and the flowers had just begun to bloom. 
I suppose because the first thing I saw of the world was a day so beautiful, I can't relate to people who enjoy the winter weather, and the snow and cold. 
As I've said time and time again, I can't wait to just sit out in the sun, work and party this summer.
Summer school will be interesting as well. Hmm.

I am currently lying in bed, doing nothing once again.
This past week has been very lazy, but a very happy lazy week.

I have many things and secrets to tell many people.
I don't usually have secrets.

This means good things.

As stupid as it may seem, I've been reading a lot into my horoscopes lately, and it seemingly seems to be really accurate! This means I'm pretty happy about todays. 
I feel like I've been waiting a really long time for something, and I feel that something really nice is coming along the way. Although, I can almost be sure of that- because I am living and stuff.

Anyways, its beeen real.
I love my best friends
I love my family
I love sunshine
I love to feel happy








May 8, 2008

I constantly put other things first before myself, and as I sit here doing nothing on this fine Thursday afternoon I am promising myself one last time to not let it happen again!

I realized today that I need to keep my ideologies, values & thoughts close to me this next little while because nothing is bound to change and everything is bound to stay the same.

I heard a story today about a boy and a girl who were sent to the office for kissing goodbye before class. I couldn't help but feel sad and mad at whoever had gotten them in trouble.
Because there are so many other problems at the school than love & being in love. We should encourage that. It made me reconsider how older people look at us. Just when I put trust in someone or a group of people I am disappointed.

I am so happy that it is almost summer.
SRSLY.

BU&F.

what it is


WISHLIST

  • + L.A
  • + someone who wants to sleep in my bed & not sleep with me
  • + a good read!
  • + one night to "go for it"
  • + a memory session