I keep trying to feel love and compassion, or anger and fear. However, none of these feelings strike. When this happens I feel a lack of inspiration or caring in my life. There is nothing more frustrating to me, than a lack of inspiration.
So I sit, and observe, interact trying to see something or feel something that will wake up my brain, make my heart melt and send me back into my normal state.
I want to see something so beautiful, to send my body straight through my head, out my ears and my mouth to escape myself. To float in something beautiful, to breath in something beautiful or swim in it, dipping my toes in it. Feeling hot or cold or just right in it.
I want to hear something so melodic it will put me to sleep, or keep me up all night. I want to hear something that makes me cry, or makes me laugh. I want to hear something that doesn't make sense, or that makes all the sense in the world. Something my brain doesn't understand, but my heart does.
I want to learn everything there is to learn, about everything.
About humans and photography and travel and technology and just being.
I want to be incredible at being alive.
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